terinne

I hate that I want contact with you
I hate your twisted ideas
That seem to me slimmed around you
I hate how you can’t make up your mind
How your words keep transforming
That I can’t handle you anymore
How we’ve changed places
And how I’m now trying what you used to
I hate that I can’t leave you
That I want you in my life
I understand what’s wrong with me
Wish I could do something about it
I hate how boring you are
And how you make me feel
I hate that you’re not like before
And most of all I hate myself
Because I feel for you